Undescribable feelings

I have problems with people..i think i've done my best to be fair to others, to accept whatsoever things that they complained about me, anything including condemning me for a little thing..but sometimes i think its too much too bear. Makes me wonder, what the hell is going on here?? Am i the one who done they wronged, so now they can just spilled out their anger to me.

Okay now, im crush and burn. No matter how sad or how distracting the feelings is, i've tried so hard to act like everything went well for me. And for THEM. Smile..while you can. I just don't understand why other people can hurt your feeling..through and through and act like nothing happened. Don't they have feelings too? Sometimes, i felt sooooo frustrated..because i know, as a human being, there are times that we do make mistakes. I try hard to make everyone feel happy, and manage to smile even when people make fun of whatever i said. Now sarcastic words are just like lullabies to my ears. I am no angel. I have feelings too.

Having friends around you really made you feel cheerful and grateful. But believe me, there are times that you just wished to be alone~ sad to say,isn't it??

Well, friends are the family that we choose for ourselves. No matter what, always be grateful to have one..but never ever let them hurt you, deeper and deeper each day. Be strong enough to accept the challenge. After all, its life anyways. You can't make everyone likes you..its more than enough if you can have ONE friend that accept you, love you just the way you are.


p/s: Kam.. aku rindu sama ko...haha teringat naek bas sama2, pegi cafe sama2..tido sekatil..rindu gile...=(